你不懂我,我不怪你(余秋雨)

你不懂我,我不怪你(余秋雨)

Every one has a death angle in himself,I cannot go outside while no one can go inside.I put the deepest secret there.

I cannot go outside while no one can go inside.

每个人都有一个死角,

自己走不出来,别人也闯不进去。

我把最深沉的秘密放在那里。

你不懂我,我不怪你。

Every one has a wound,

I bury the red blood there.

Sometimes deep and sometimes shallow,

Feel like no existence when covered cloth.

每个人都有一道伤口,或深或浅,

盖上布,以为不存在。

我把最殷红的鲜血涂在那里。

你不懂我,我不怪你。

Every one has an experience of love,

I hide my hottest mood there.

Use power and heart,

Moved and sad.

每个人都有一场爱恋,

用心、用情、用力,感动也感伤。

我把最炙热的心情藏在那里。

你不懂我,我不怪你。

Every one has a line of tears,

I collect the sad humiliation there.

Drink cold water and turn out to be the hot tears.

每个人都有一行眼泪,

喝下的冰冷的水,酝酿成的热泪。

我把最心酸的委屈汇在那里。

你不懂我,我不怪你。

Every one has a word of love,

I use the most wonderful language there.

Nervous, upset while full of sincere and courage.

每个人都有一段告白,

忐忑、不安,却饱含真心和勇气。

我把最抒情的语言用在那里。

你不懂我,我不怪你。

You never see the moment I love you the most.

Because I love you the most when I cannot see you.

You never see the moment I am lonely.

Because I am lonely only when you cannot see me.

你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候,

因为我只有在看不见你的时候,才最爱你。

同样, 你永远也看不见我最寂寞的时候,

因为我只有在你看不见我的时候,我才最寂寞。

Maybe I am too able to hide myself.

Maybe I comfort myself too much.

Maybe in your eyes I can take care of myself a lot.

也许,我太会隐藏自己的悲伤。

也许,我太会安慰自己的伤痕。

也许,你眼中的我,太会照顾自己,

You think selfishly that I can recover soon.

No love, no blame.

You cannot understand me,

I will not blame you.

你以为,我可以很迅速的恢复过来,有些自私的以为。

从阴雨走到艳阳,我路过泥泞、路过风。

一路走来,你不曾懂我,我亦不曾怪你。

我不是为了显示自己的大度, 也不是为了体现自己的大方。

只想让你知道,感情不在,责备也不存在。